Me, MySelF aND mY eVerYtinG!!

B4 staRting hAd tk sOme tiMe chooSing thE colOr of my fOnts to sHow mY feeLings.. N fiNally i pIcked greY… afT thAt incident hAppeNed.. everYth In mY life jUZ turN grEy.. nO loNger fElt tRuLy hAppy.. tAts reAli not ME… i HatE iT… i jUz noE i cAN nV bE haPpy aNymoRe.. 2008 juZ iSnt my yR… ( fOR Tis para,i will hav nO xplanation,sO pls,duN hav tO ask Me y abt tiS pAra oF bloG,i will nt entertain.)

FelT even deMoraliZe aFt mY s2pid dOg teAr mY face.. i hOpe,reaLi pray haRd tat no scArs will b lEft…. felt reali dePressed to haV tO staY on mC alone fOr sucH loNg periOd-13days… stiL couNting doWn wIf thE cuT on mY faCe… n B4 recoVering, i Kena aN unKnown rash which the Doct sAy is a virus… all OvEr my entiRe bOdy n FACE again… beeN tkIng mEd evErday siNce 10th maY..whEn fiNally mY antibioTics finisHed,i got tis rash… =( nEw med aGain.. i GueSs mY feElings r juz not wRong… i’LL juZ haVe mY saddest BirtHdaY tiS yr….

R aLL thE Bad tiNgs thaT haPPeneD to Me goIn to enD Aft tiS raSh? oR evEry BaD tiNGs tat shD happEn tO me Had JuZ sTarteD….?  WaD hAv i DonE?  r tiNgs taT hAd hAppeN tO me PuniShmeNts?  oR iS it JuZ pAsseRbyS iTeMs in Life? Y mUz I hAv So mUch pUnishMenTs? m i Such bAd eGGs? wAd eXacTly iS hAppeNinG to me…??

jUz woNderiNg. . . . . . . . . . . =|

1stly, Happy 4th Yr Anniversary to Me n Hubby….

Aft so long not updating my blog,i finally got back my mood on writing smting 2day again… actually im late a little as our anniversary is on 26/1/08. theres reali smth i’wld reali like to share is my happiness.. though theres sadness during our day but we r still as sweet..

Here cums my happiness.. its actuali a surprise frm my husband.. he had tk time out of his busy schedule juz to create a surprise for me.. this is reali smth v.surprising as he is sm1 nt gd with all this.. i had to thank his collegues as they had actuali help him to cover his wk for me to make my surprise a success. on the eve of our anniversary he had actuali pop out at my cosmetic counter inside a shopping mall with a bouquet of flowers n a diamond necklace for me. tis is realli v.nt him as 1st ting he is nt the romantic kind n he does nt enjoy carrying flowers ard for me but he actuali does it for me tis time.. he had alwaz feel tat flowers is useless but he noes tat i m particular (or oso weird) to hav a flowers even though i m sm1 who doesnt reali like flowers.. i tink his effort is reali being appreciated by me as its reali a courage for him 2 pop out inside a shopping mall with flowers n having lots of ppl looking n pointing at him… its reali the nt the value of the present/ how big my bouquet is.. its reali juz the tot tat counts.. even if its juz a stalk of flower,i’ll b juz as grateful.. thanks hubby.. we both r working on the eve of the anniversary n to show appreciation for his surprise for i din prepare anyth special for him, i decide to prepare a homely meal for his as he likes my cookings (lucky me) n of cos there’ll b a belated gift for him la..

Then cums my sadness.. but sadness is not done purposely by him.. we actuali hav great times on the eve of our anni, but we din gt 2 celebrate on the actual day itself as he is being RECALL baCk to ARMY… reali hated it lor… felt damn suay… aft so long nt recall back,Y on my day… we both r v.sad.. i tink i m selfish in sm ways.. i m juz showing out my sadness like in my tone of voice over the phone when chatting wif my hubby.. he told me he is v.sian to have to suffer over the night to be stung by tons of mosquitos while my replies is all abt my sadness w/o him to accompany me.. he still have to console me with " baby,dun sad k.. u noe laogong love u v.much.. u noe tis is nt wad i wan or choose to do de k.. wif any possible time,i definitely try to call u or msg u 1 k.. i m oso v.sad to hav a night w/o u… u dun show me the sadness n let me go for the recall peacefully w/o having to worry abt u k?" i juz feel v.touched n me v.childish..

Anyway i m juz thankful to have my hubby.. i thank god to hav bless me.. hope we’ll continue to alwaz hav sweet moment 4ever.. =)

HAppY vAlEntinE’S dAy!!

hMM.. lEt Me reCall..tAt dAy wAsnT tOO bAd as thErE wEre pEaCe.. NO arguEmEnt aT all… hmM. wHen i 1St gEt uP,i Got mY 1St suRpriSe..floWeRs wEre Send tO thE hSe… thEre Was tiS surpRise as mY deAreSt bOy tOlD me tAt hE goT nO tiME to gEt mE Any flOwErs bUT hE acTuali Ask HIs frEn tO orDer foR hiM le.. so swEEt of hiM.. =) sO We WenT oUT haPPiLy wIF thE flOwerS.. i’LL pOsT thE pIc up asAp!!

1stLy.. wE weNt tO suNteC’s sizzLer.. tInk tHE fOOd thE stiLL noT bAd excEpt foR thEir loBsteR.. noT thE tasTe for My bUd..ThEn wE wEnt tO KBOx.. hEhE.. tiS iS thE 2nD tiME wE weNt kBox ourSelvEs… dUn tInk iTs noT fuN oNli thE 2 oF uS,coS iT is xtreMely fUn!!!! miCs tO all ouRselVes.. juZ biT tiRed aft thE kArAoKe seSSioN.. heeezz.. ;> ThEn We wenT wAlKiNg Ard anD proCeeD tO buGis.. dEn wEnt foR ouR diNNer at SaKAe sUsHI… i Tink iT tAste exceLLent…"proBaBly thE bEst sUshi".. lolxx  faMiliAr?? afT mEal,we deN tOOk a StRoll hM… tats v.sweet oF hiM aS hE doEs nOT liKe to wAlK But tO accommodate mE.. dUrIng thE daY i gEt sO gAin.. hEE.. coS he bouGht a digItal cam foR me.. hehehehe…

tHe day after v.Day….

ntH haPPen mUch.. wenT woRk as uSual..jUZ to mentIOn sMth… i  NEarlY loSt mY diAmonD rINg whIch wAs mY chRisTmaS pResEnt at woRk.. cOs i wEar iT duRinG woRk, den whEn i clEan mY hanD,i juZ pUll iT oUt anD thRow iT 2gEther wiTh thE tiSSue intO thE duSt Bin… jIAlat riTe?? tILl thE enD oF thE dAy deN i reAlise it.. lUCkily aLL mY frEns help me tO fiND it,thEy R:shan,jane,serena,sharon,sherla… thAnks tO thEm i FouNd mY riNg iNsiDe thE duStbin.. lol.. luCky me… =p

My d&D dAy… :

hmm.. thE whOlE daY wAs acTualI qUite fUN.. i enJoyed alOt dUrinG thE proceSs oF preParatIOn..1StlY i M thE 1sT 1 tO do ,mY hair… thAnks tO shan’s bf-adrain,den lunch tiMe and den is the make up time.. heE.. v.fuN…excepT tAt.. i hEar smth whIch i reAli buay taHan.. cos sm fAt pig(thE teaCher) beIng fAtter thAn me kEEp sAy i m v.faT.. if I m Fat,wAd ishe Den???lolxx

anYway thE fat pig(teacher) bcome mY maiN laughTer oF ther niGht as i Tink SHe lOOks liKE sm1 ruNNinG ouT frm sOMe menTal plAces..lol duN haV any 2shOw cOs doEsnt waN tO spoiL mY cAmera.. at niTe,thAnx tO serena& heR bf.. coS thEy senD me Hm whICh save mE fRen toUblE goIn hm.. heezz.. thE eND!!1

CYN!! nTh to B sO xCiTed aCtuAllY.. thE mOSt sCaRy thIng hAd pAss whIch Is cYn i M bRinGiNG mY bOy tO all My ReLAiVe’s Hse… mUahahAh.. lUckilY nTh hAppEn And All sEem tO accEpt hIm wEll liKE i M accEptEd iNtO hiM faMiLy.. bUT iF tO compAre,I tInk His fAmiLy accEpt mE moRe wArmLy ba..(nT tAt mY relAtiVe aRe nOT gd..thEy r Juz mORe shY tO c nEw ppL ma..hee)

thE pIC aBovE iS actualLy mY coUsin.. buT duN u tInk we LOOk aliKE? whEn i was young,I loOk liKE hEr mUM.. when She wAS boRn,thE baBy lOOk looks liKE me NOw aLL grown uP,i tInk shE looK liKe mE!! sO aMaziNG.. haha..

gEt aLot oF anG bAos.. thiNk thE bIggEst 1 iS frM hIs daDdy.. noW aLL relAtiVe (hIS sIdE And mIne) whEn c mE anD him oNli has a QnS->whEn goIng tO gEt marrIed ah? altHouGh we R gEttINg rOM lE i Still tINk iTS tOO eaRly to get eveN rOm lo..y Dun tHEy tINk sO tOO??? i M oNli 21 aFt mY biRthdaY wor.. hmm…c How ba..

v.Sad… nO moRe hOliDay liAo.. goIng bacK to The acadEmy oSo le.. misS aLL tHE bIShan ppL..HopE tO gO bAck thEre rEal sOOn.. cOs reAli dUN wiSh to c thE teaCher at thE acadeMy.. sIMply cOS ShE sUcksssssssssss!!!!!

GETTING ROM (REGISTRY OF MARRIAGE)hehe.. tiS is mAYb mY fEEliNG noW bA… sO rED anD hAppY…

ON 08/01/2006,mY darlLing spOke tO mY mUm fOR ouR maRRiagE tinGy… =0 ( whIch aT 1St i toT mY daRliNg wOnt daRe to dO iT oN thE 1St attEmpt uPon teLLing mY mum cOS hE tINk mY mUM looK fiercE.. =<) mY mUm gIveS no oBjeCtiOn buT oNli tO aSk uS tO chOOse oUr oWn daTE To gO foR iT lo.. hee… v.HAppy tO gEt hEr blEssiNg..

cHOoSiNg Date NOW!!!! to Be cOntiNueD…………………………… =D

heHE.. yEa juZ goT back my diaMOnd rIng frM aLterinG..fInaLLy iT oN my hAnds.. hmm.. haVen goT mY daRliNg anY prEsent yEt.. nO iDeA wAd to gEt hOW??

hMM.. gOin  tO oUtlEt oN tUE le.. noW bCum quiTe she Bu de thE tiMEs At acaDemy..thEre Are aLwAz joKes,tiBiTs tiME And alSo chaTtinG times.. aLL r juZ sO nice like tat.. NOw qUite aFrAid thAt thE ppL thEre mAy noT b As niCe.. anD plUS juZ reaLI aFraid to HavE to adapt wiF nEw enviRonmEnt…

hmmm.. wad a ChrIstmAs wiTh nO oFF.. sad… =|

I tInk i M cOnsIdeR v.XiN fU lE ba.. eVen tHouGh thEre maY hAv aLot oF uNhAppY tiNgs hAppEn oNto Me,tO tInk AgAin i TiNK iTs aLL v.TriVal tIngs.. wAd mAkeS mE fEel xIn fu iS maYb i LosT mAny tiNGs eVeryTime duE to mY absEnt miNded,bUt i nV loSe mY freNs tO sTanD by mE,anD tO liSteN tO mY rUbbiSh anD mAyb mY laME joKEs.. =X

And tHen i TinK i Shd rEallY b thAnkfuL thAt i goT my bOy As i tInk i gOt hIM iS likE i gOT a greAt gIft.. tiS iS a cOnclusIOn aft sm tOTs tO tiNGs.. As ppL r nV perFeCt,hE trIed tO mAke hIM self perfecT..wHile i tiNk i m nOT gd enOugh aS i diN reAli mAke muCh chAnge fOR hiM.. v.Glad hE quITted sMokinG,He brINgs mE ouT to alMost every ouTing hE hAs wiTh hiS freN as not 2 mAke mE sad OR anGry.. i m qUitE bA daO sM timEs i  Muz SaY..

leArn sM TinG anD c sM tiNg aT woRk..noT aBlE 2 meNtiOn hErE.. fRm iT i tInk i m v.StUbbOrn aND mayb cRueL ba… v.SoRry..

i M sO daMn swAy… i loSt mY waLLet aGain..hUhu.. ="( loSt mY rENoma wAllet giveN bY mY daRliNg..iNsidE tHe wAllEt,i loSt hIs Atm oSo.. sO i Was poOr foR 2 Days..
hehe.. buT luCkilY my dArLing WAs EffIciEnt enOugH.. i goT HiS AtM 2Day agaiN.. weNt tO hiS cOuSin’s weDDinG 2Day.. tIS reMinDs mE oF hiS pRop0Se oN thE dAy b4.. So fUnnY + unRomanTic.. =.="
hMm.. thOugh i oWaz wAnS to gEt mArriEd v.EarlY,bUt i tInk aBiT too eArlY ba.. hOpe my caReeR is sTabLe 1St ba! sO maYb iT sHd nOT b tOO loNg tO mY ROM bA.. =>

Not gOin tO coMment iN detaiL oF wAd hAd haPpen.. buT sM tinKinG of thE wHole tIng taT haPPen.. thE coNcluSions r:

• No 1 will ReaLI unDerStanD thE oTher persOn! iTs a Fact.. iF anY boDy can PRovE me wRong,u r V.wElcomE tO shOw me!
• LifE is Urs! dUn caRe tOO mUCh oF wAd oThers iS tiNkinG oF u! y boTher so mUCh? thE moST ImpoRtant tINg is tAt u R haPPy! pLs dO tINgs tAt doEsnt hUrt any1 Yet u tiNk can mAke u thE moSt fortunate pPl on eArth!
• i MuZ succEEd iN buiLdiNg a CarEer In mY liFe! & no1 shaLL loOk down oN me! i Wan anD i WilL pRovE aLL ppL wRonG liKE CHooSing mY Darling iS nV a MisTaKE! i trUst My ChOicE Cos IT MY LIFE!!
• i mUz b opTimiSstiC! cOs i M noT alOne.. i BEliEve mY fRenS anD mY deareSt bOy wiLL sTay wIF me! ALL ppl sHd b opTimissTic!

HI~~ mY blOg Is bAck… hmm.. BuT tinK ntH mUcH wILL b FoCus on thE bLOg bA… jUz wAn mY PhOto aLbumS baCk.. hehE.. buT tiNk sTill wiLL Cum heRe tOk ruBBish bA.. =) wahaHaha!